'Cause there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me Or begging you to lock me up,

[deadsirenred]

So I'm determined not to return to work this week. However next week I may be I the lion's den. I legitimately did not get to sleep last night until six and I got a call from HR direct about returning to work and FMLA and the girl was bitchy and unhelpful (surprise) and totally uninterested in my discrimination case. So I had to call HR direct back

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[ohheyitsash]

I live in Washington, and before I started dating my boyfriend I was seeing some guy all the way from the UK. Within two months we were planning moving with a year, having a house, being happy, and other more intimate things. I simply adored him and loved him, but I kept my depressing side hidden for the most part

[deadsirenred]

Thank you for the lovely message. I'm sorry you had to go through all that too-although I wish you did not have to through that either I do feel better hearing that I'm not alone here. You are entirely right he is sort of a jerk sometimes and if he doesn't want to be around me or respect me I shouldn't be around him. He has a lot of emotional problems too so we prob shouldnt be around each other to begin with.He can be incredibly sweet and wonderful and then totally cold and mean and I never know which one of him I'm going to get. If he doesn't want to be around me his loss. I'm really glad you are happy now. Its good to hear that someone else found happiness who sounds so much like myself. And hell yeah I'm going to keep trying.Today (and most days lately) seem like a constant struggle I just keep trying to tell myself that its gonna end sometimes and end in something good. Its got to right? It will make me stronger in the end but the growing part always seems so painful to me. Thank you too for reading my drunk ramblings. You are