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Private Communication to Christine Chapel
Having discovered no messages from Christine, and with a small level of concern that Christine had not messaged him yet, and wasn't she due back from her mission sometime around now, and surely she would message him, wouldn't she ( Read more... ) -
Backstory (The Motion Picture Era) [Part 1/2]
Being back together was strange, being back on set. That awful beard, for one. That god-awful uniform for another. Felt like a damn pair of pyjamas. Give him a dressing gown, and he’d have been ready to curl up back in bed, snuggle next to Carolyn, sleep, relax, and not worry about this whole thing ( Read more... ) -
Even more memories, flowing in [Botany Labs, Yontaya/Open]
After Jim left, De found himself alone in the relative silence and calm of the botany labs. Alone apart from the small black cat still nuzzled on his shoulder. True to Jim's words, he had spoken the the small number of staff who were bustling around the labs, and De was able to stand there, looking at the roses, enjoying the heady floral scent that ( Read more... ) -
Wandering [Here and there, Open]
De had been sleeping more than he thought possible. Certainly more than he needed to. But when sleep brought dreams like that one, dreams that bought Carolyn to him (he dared to think of her in his dreams as Carolyn now. She was. She was. She was there), then he couldn't feel guilty about sleeping. He had had several more dreams like that one ( Read more... ) -
Oh look, more dreaming [Dreams 3]
Sleep came in the most unexpected of places these days
Sleep may have been becoming all too easy, really. In some senses, sleeping was the only thing that De wanted to do - true, he would get up, engage in other activities, smile (sort of), nod, walk through the day and try and behave like a functional human being. He didn't want to do any of ( Read more... ) -
Poetry Time [Livejournal Post]
I've been worried that I wouldn't be able to remember any of my poetry (I didn't memorise the stuff, after all) but after a long time poking around this internet, I've finally found some. It was really hard to find these, but then, I've got nothing better to do right now than hang around on the internet. There is a lot of stuff out there ( Read more... ) -
Internet? [Livejournal Post]
Len says that this is the same place that I used to get in touch with the two of them when I...came back. Apparently you can access it here, in the future or wherever we are, on this old..."subspace network" or something, Len called it. I didn't understand. I didn't ask. Not like I'm going to understand anyway ( Read more... ) -
Pie Related Angst [De's Bedroom, Enterprise]
Why why why why why had he run? He had been careful not to make it seem like he was running away. He just...slipped out, said he needed to use the bathroom. Perfectly normal. Said he'd be back ( Read more... ) -
Finding what you are looking for (Dreaming - 2) [De's bedroom, Enterprise]
It was still really quite early in the evening when De arrived back at his quarters, guided by Christine after the social exertions of the evening had overwhelmed him. Meeting and speaking with Jim and Spock had not proved too difficult, but coming face to face with McCoy had sent flutters of confusion and anxiety through De’s stomach, and the ( Read more... ) -
Dreaming (1) [De's Bedroom, Enterprise]
Floating
Floating in ceaseless energy, swirls, colours, shapes.
There is no blackness in sleep this time. It's all there, vividly shining bright, enticing.
Just a little further...
A stretch closer...
A flood of calm, soothing. Carolyn. There she is. The most beautiful girl in the room. How can one girl be so lovely, give off such radiance, ( Read more... )