i havent slept much in the past five days ( Read more... )

Im in this house - this big, old, creaking house. everything is wooden. mahogany - redwood
each slat the size of two large men.
you cant buy those slats anymore - not since the 30's.
it smells like dark and musk.
the closets smell of cedar.
the people smell of safe.

there are stair everywhere. i wonder, what is that supposed to mean? you know, ( Read more... )

maybe there is something wrong with me ( Read more... )

a really good friend came back in town for a day/night.. i missed him a lot. but i didnt realize how much i missed him until he was back ( Read more... )

you know, if i had to guess i would say that at night, when the kittens sleep on/in my shoes, they probably have a designated piss spot too ( Read more... )

the thing is, early summer is my favourite ( Read more... )

its hard for me to type
because bostons FULL day old coffee cups are hindering my type positioning
i would be napping
if only my sheets were dry

i wasnt kidding before
this is my LIFE now. i should contact MTV... the ocd girl locked in a room with her slobbish sister
EXTREME FREAK or something.. thats what the series will be called
the season finale will ( Read more... )

the sister is home now
im so happy, for real
but the things that slay me - i mean really make me cringe - include:

• leaving dirty glasses everywhere
• leaving random shoes/sandles/slippers/sock scattered around the house
• not flushing
• not closing the shower curtain after use
• wet towels on MY sheets

dear emmet,

you are DARLING. i want to SQUEEZE you. in fact, that is exactly what im going to do right now.

kiss kiss bite bite,
dana

it's been awhile.. inspiration has been lacking
i link my reality-detached mood of late to the dead tree branches and the slow to life green that IS spring.
where is it? why is it staying away?

in the old days, on my way to work, i would be so sad
so deliriously sad, if you can imagine
not at anything in particular.. possibly the mere prospect of the ( Read more... )