Not a  bad weekend all things considered. Lots of teenagery angst and tomfoolery, Ash and her retinue of adoring boy toys getting squiffy on cheap cider, oh those were the days!!! Keir not himself at the moment, not sure what's going on there - I'm thinking it may have to do with his non-relationship with Mark who seems to only contact him to have ( Read more... )

Well, top o' the mornin' to you! How the devil are you?

Keir survived the uni visit unscathed. He's really looking forward to going to uni now, hopefully he'll get his finger out after the summer hols and actually do some work. It could happen - right? Mark thinks I'm not being a good parent to Keir because I'm treating him like an adult, but I've ( Read more... )

yessiree bob!!! I went to the meeting I was dreading and it was fine...well, not great but it didn't kill me! goooooo mmmeeeee!!! I was worried when I found out it was a bloke doing the interview but it was ok, he asked me how my depression affects me day to day I told him that I find it really hard to go out on my own coz of the scary people and ( Read more... )

 Had a great time with my mum on thursday. She seems really happy, her new place is lovely as well, very welcoming and warm, very her I suppose! Has Ash over Friday night, and most of saterday. Quite stressful when all her friends are here, but in a good way - I'm just not used to it really - they are all boys, I wish she'd make some girly friends ( Read more... )

seems to be a day for introspection.....and crying like a fool......god life can be so hard

wish I had someone to talk to

I was thinking about how much has changed since I was here last. So much. For good and bad and bad that's turning good. How often during the last 3 years I've thought things would never be better. Things are far from perfect now, but I have a new start ( Read more... )

I'm trying to decide what to paint on my wall. I was thinking of a fairy sitting on the moon, or maybe a great big rainbow....trouble is it's going to look much better in my head than on the actual wall! Never mind I can always paint over it. I just want this place to be bright and fun and mine ( Read more... )

I appear to be back......lots of old memories logging in to lj.......feel a little strange 

up to my eyes in packing, i go into the kitchen and wail......oh m god i've got all this to do.......where upon mak starts singing 'its a hard knock life'

i have no words

turn off the sodding computer
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