.....fuck the police.....

I am....

sick, exhausted, worn out, and over worked. but..... I am happy. For the first time in a really long time I am truly, genuinely, happy.

Thank you.

no... i have not fallen off the face of the earth. yes... i am alive. yes... i work 80 hours a week. no... i don't ever have time for anything but work. yes... i do miss my friends and having a life like crazy ( Read more... )

To all of my dear friends home for Spring Break that i havent seen in AGES!!!!
Call ME!! i miss you all. I am working crazy insane hours but i will try and sneak away. my old phone broke and i dont have anyones numbers. CALL ME!!! 248-379-0232
xoxo
Me

why is it that the things your forbiden to have, you want most? last night was....wow. i slept sooo good for the whole 3 hours that i did sleep. i felt so....safe, and secure, and.....wanted. i could definitly get used to that.
dad leaves wednesday. YAY! a whole week to myself. well sorta. myself and whoever else i want. oh joyous day.

As much as i've bitched and complained about being alone and single, and wanting a man, now that i have the chance to have one, i dont want it. actually i have not only one, but six. damn when it rains it pours. actually i think that i just want them all. at different times of course. haha. damn i sound like a whore. i just want to keep things the ( Read more... )

ummm today started being totally miserable ( Read more... )

ljbfvklfjhbvwoiubqvfut. damn it all to hell...

i feel like im going no where in life and i've decided that i dont like it very much. i have no job. no car. im not going to school. im depressed and the anxiety has returned full swing. i need a job. desperatly. i hate sitting around all day doing nothing. i hate being broke. i need to get out of this place. move to my own apartment or something. ( Read more... )

i miss him..............