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i'm listening to the across the universe soundtrack. and its making me hate the world a little less.

... i don't know. i'm freaking out. a lot. and i hate myself for it. that's all.

I need to start a band. really bad.

but i need help writing, because it's not really like riding a bike. sometimes you forget, but for the most part i need someone to jar inspiration out of me. so any help to get me writing again would be much appreciated.

holy crap, i'm going to be a mom on monday.

I'm getting very anxious. He needs to come out. That's really all that's on my mind right now.

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so last night, matt and i had our first ever conversation about marriage. at least the first ever involving the two of us talking about it. i don't know how many times we'll be out together and one of his friends or my friends or his parents will say, "so, when are you guys getting married?" To which matt's usual response is, "i'm not saying it's ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I really dislike myspace. Both my mother and my stepmom have joined, and subscribed to my blog as of recent. Making it rather hard to convey how i feel (who knew parental censorship could travel 3,000 miles away? my mother lives in Las Vegas, for crying out loud.) Anyway, it's a rather blustery day in Rockford, and since I don't have to ( Read more... )