Here I am, In San Diego, Completely feeling shitty with anxiety ( Read more... )

Her side of the bed is always nicely made when I get up cause no one is there, Mornings are usual..she's usually already off to work, and I do my own coffee,breakfast, computer,shower thing...I have 30 days left. time is going by fast, just relaxing as much as I can and calm my anxiety, but I feel once I get on tour, time is going to stop for me... ( Read more... )

today I received my first phone call from Chantelle..She was two hours away from flying from London to Africa. She found two hundred pounds on the ground! Total score, looks like someone is looking out for her while she's out there...cause she doesn't have a whole lot of money, and she was saying she felt like she was coming down with a cold. Not ( Read more... )

to fill in for bass for me. Im still feeling Anxiety, They say the meds ( Read more... )

Less stressed now that she's gone. Its out of my hands now, just have to take care of myself and keeo busy and make $$$$$ tour is only two weeks, I should be fine to do it...+ sadly don't know one person who could fill in for me...I'm feeling tired and drugged up but hopefully these meds work

I have a great life, a wonderful girlfriend, a nice warm loving home with the best pets in the world. a Great job that is walking distance from my house ( Read more... )

He wants to see the Great ( Read more... )

BOATS! tour so far...Not so good. Im not down bout it, im still optimistic. But two nights in oakland didnt pay off. First night we played at the stork club. We arrived fairly early to load in. Matt and I went to the korean market..They have fish slabbed onto ice. So we spent a good amount of time petting the fish, and moving their mouths up in ( Read more... )

There is this guy steve that comes in every day...He's borderline asshole/sweetheart. He gives me a ton of shit on the daily, and a lot of the people there find him a brick..He gave me a $100 today to go towards my tour...all I do is serve him drinks...It was awesome, semi heart warming for a complete stanger who's probably just a lonely guy to ( Read more... )

to start thinking yer real
friends are the drunks that come into
yer bar on a daily......