My first call
today I received my first phone call from Chantelle..She was two hours away from flying from London to Africa. She found two hundred pounds on the ground! Total score, looks like someone is looking out for her while she's out there...cause she doesn't have a whole lot of money, and she was saying she felt like she was coming down with a cold. Not good!
Today, I woke up late...and starting the day off late is bad! I didn't get anything done, I was completely lazy, I had spurts of anxiety threw the day. I know I'm getting better, I feel better. But I couldn't get motivated to do anything today. I literally sat in front of the computer, and when it'd think bout how I was wasting time not doing anything, I grew frustrated..and my head started hurting and I started stressing anxiety.
Yesterday I ended up in some seminar that we had going on in the back of our Bar...Tom lets this grand master in jujitsu use the back for his seminar, and yesterday he had a specialist who worked with pressure points in the body. And he could find what was wrong with you/bugs u based off him asking you questions and testing you're pressure points. It was pretty weird, and he knew that when I was younger I had parasites. He knows my anxiety is all chemical, and he suggest I take an herb "Berberis"....It cleans out you're system, so Ill be having the runs in a few days...
Im gonna start training with Grandmaster, lol I know it sounds silly, but whats it gonna hurt to pre-occupy my time better...Anyway, 30 more days till Tilly comes home. Kick this anxiety, cause I know this shit aint going to be in my life forever, Need to just stress less and get shit done!
Today, I woke up late...and starting the day off late is bad! I didn't get anything done, I was completely lazy, I had spurts of anxiety threw the day. I know I'm getting better, I feel better. But I couldn't get motivated to do anything today. I literally sat in front of the computer, and when it'd think bout how I was wasting time not doing anything, I grew frustrated..and my head started hurting and I started stressing anxiety.
Yesterday I ended up in some seminar that we had going on in the back of our Bar...Tom lets this grand master in jujitsu use the back for his seminar, and yesterday he had a specialist who worked with pressure points in the body. And he could find what was wrong with you/bugs u based off him asking you questions and testing you're pressure points. It was pretty weird, and he knew that when I was younger I had parasites. He knows my anxiety is all chemical, and he suggest I take an herb "Berberis"....It cleans out you're system, so Ill be having the runs in a few days...
Im gonna start training with Grandmaster, lol I know it sounds silly, but whats it gonna hurt to pre-occupy my time better...Anyway, 30 more days till Tilly comes home. Kick this anxiety, cause I know this shit aint going to be in my life forever, Need to just stress less and get shit done!