I lost my father figure (my children’s grandfather) last night. The thought didn’t really sink in until this morning. It penetrated deep in my mind. Not being able to call him. Not being able to text him, which he always replied, “hey kiddo”. No one has ever called me that. Ever. It’s an endearment that I passed on to my own children. My kiddos ( Read more... )

I figured if a man wants a woman that he would make sure she knows that he is interested. Ask questions. Sneak around to se her. Text her back.
I know I always go after what I want. But now that I’m allow guys to do all the work (I still participate and text them), they are VERY slow to act on anything.
This guy text me a week later. Good ( Read more... )

I wrote an entire entry and when I tried to post it, it logged me off and deleted the whole thing.
I started talking to a few guys. I don’t sense any good vibes from any of them. A sexual chemistry. None of them can hold a conversation. Well, some do… but several of them, don’t even know how to talk to a woman!
This one guy I was interested in… so I ( Read more... )

As I sit here in my daughter high school chorus concert, I realized that I am absolutely okay with going to those events without a partner/boyfriend/guy. I’m circled by couples every where I look. I can see an unhappy wife faces and the wonder eye from the husband as a pretty girl walks by.
I see the old couple and the newly wed couple. I see the ( Read more... )

My ex-husband wants to get back with me. Even though he has a girlfriend, he is ready to dump her the minute he sees that he has a chance with me. I don’t want him back. I just don’t find him attractive anymore. I don’t care for him like that anymore. I just think of him as another guy. The father of my kids.
He went the extra mile and inform my ( Read more... )

I know that I ended in bad terms with my ex. It was so bad that we haven’t spoken since the day of the break up. That was over a month or two ago. We actually work together. Not in the same area but in the same building. He avoids me and then when we see each other, he ignores me. That’s fine. I just do the same. Why waste my time with someone’s ( Read more... )

I had a so-called friend of mine accused me of spreading rumors about her. I had no words for her when she blamed me for how overwhelmed divorce spread all over my job. Even though we are in completely different shifts, somehow I was the master of her failed marriage gossip. I told her that how is that even possible when I didn’t know what she was ( Read more... )

My friend suggest that I make a profile on one of those dating apps. I download the app. Then starting filling out the ridiculous questions and just stopped. I couldn’t do it. I close the app and didn’t finished setting up my profile. I just can’t. It’s too soon. I’ll try again later. Much later.

Now that he needs to give up his crazy dog, another dramatically thing happened. His oldest son couldn’t keep his mouth shut and his teacher overheard him saying that he needs to get up very early because his grandmother drives him an hour or two to and from school. The teacher contact the school principal. My ex got a message saying that he can’t ( Read more... )

Apparently, my ex-boyfriend assumed his life would had been easier living with his mother after moving out from my house. She gave him an ultimatum on getting rid of his annoying dog. They have only lived there a few weeks. Less than a month. Now his perfect, precious mother has given him an ultimatum to get rid of his dog or move out. Or like his ( Read more... )