Absence of the heart ( Read more... )

Nomed D. Rater ( Read more... )

i sat around today, for as long as my adhd mind would let me (which was about fifteen minutes), and decided to waste time on menial bullshit. then, i thought, what could be more menial than writing on livejournal? NOTHING! i have a million papers to write, it seems. even more tests to study for, but without exercising the mind and fingers, one can ( Read more... )

i have so many feelings, so much confusion. so many life changes. so fast ( Read more... )

the snooze alarm is one of the worst inventions ever made. it prevents you from the very thing an alarm is supposed to do; wake up. it allows you to sleep for the next twenty minutes, but that's not even possible because just when you are jolted from your deep r.e.m.ming, you have to work to get there again. the timing is always set exactly so when ( Read more... )

i paced back and forth last night, contemplating life, nothing at all, really. my brain seems to be taking a different direction of thinking. or is that just me thinking different with my brain? i'm still the same old person, but maturation is taking over. things seem so different from the way they used to always be set in my mind. this is not a ( Read more... )

weed is overrated, but i still love it. i haven't smoked in a while, quite a while, long enough to forget what it's like to be stoned. it's best for my baby, but i still crave it. anyway, i went to my friend corey's place to hang out, along with my cousin, and had fun with his mangled animals, talking to theresa, watching spongebob. as soon as i ( Read more... )

The Expatriate
Achtung! You are 15% brainwashworthy, 36% antitolerant, and 38% blindly patriotic

Congratulations! You are not susceptible to brainwashing, your values and cares extend beyond the borders of your own country, and your Blind Patriotism ("patriotism" for short) does not reach unhealthy levels. In Germany in the 30s, you would've ( Read more... )

whenever i would think about writing in the past and the approach i wished to take, i'd have to think for quite a while, about the plot, about the storyline, about the genre, audience, style, etc. when i sit down to read a book, or after i've read a good book, i always feel like i stepped out of the reality that we perceive and into someone else's ( Read more... )

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