It hurts. It hurts all the time. It is a dull pain in my chest that makes it hard to breath. She Broke My Heart. I loved her top to bottom left to right and every damn thing inbetween. I loved her unconditionally. There was nothing in the world I wouldn't have done for her. I lover her all the way. All i wanted was for her to love me. She didn't ( Read more... )

Damn it I stopped Damn it i stopped. I ran out of thing to do. the pain is bad all the time but if I am not doing anything that is when it is the worst. At night it is worst of all. This is the most nights i have sleped alone in a row in over a year. I am still moving back and forth thought the levels and forms og greif:

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Your Hair Should Be Orange
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Smart Paladin
77% Combativeness, 23% Sneakiness, 76% Intellect, 72% Spirituality Valorous! Noble! Or possibly just a self-righteous jerk (but with the brains to keep you alive!)... You are a Smart Paladin!

Paladins are holy warriors. They are valorous defenders of the light ( Read more... )

You Are A: Puppy!

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DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:LowDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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It has been along time And I have my reasons for staying away this long. Mainly I fell in love. Fell might not be the best word. Dragged into love is more like it. Don't get me wronge, I wasn't forced or anything. I was just that i did think I wanted love again. Well I knew i didn't want love like the one i had just had. The real Truth of the ( Read more... )