wanna start over?.. wanna do the right thing.. wanting mind over soul.. the soul killing the heart..needing to find the reason.. in the way is something unreachable...speak, not touch.. touch and dont speak...wanting the comfort once gained and suddenly taken.. waiting for those expectations to be covered...wish to share..wanna be made just for you
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had a great FRIGGIN WEEK!.. sorta.. Caroline was up which was great.. tried to chill with her as much as i possibly have could... went to the city with juz and brian to go to a show... juz seriously we godda go to that club sometime.. amazing bathrooms lol.. then chilled
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great.. again .. one of my moods.. its my fault.. decided to read some old convos.. just upseted me and made me realize how far away justin really is and how much it can really hurt.. i cant tell him that becuase he'll just be like dont let it get to you and so forth.. how am i supposed to not let this get to me.. i feel a certain disconnection
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i hate it that i changed and of course its for the worst and i hate it that i let these things get to me that really shouldnt.. forget over-reacting i take that to a new level and its really not the way i want to be.. i want to be happy for the time i get to share with my friends and share the happiness that most of them are recieving, i want to be
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