fear is a gold band?

Mar 10, 2009 02:13

I don't mean for this to come off as h8-core to ANYone on my friends list at all, or anything but ( Read more... )

the future, marriage, crazy me, kids, life, relationships, love

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lesh March 11 2009, 18:50:08 UTC
Well... haha. Make way for the expert in this field (or so she thought!)

I was 21 when I got married. I was delirious, I was so in love, and I was so certain about my decision. We got engaged over AOL, and he gave me the ring at my favourite place in the whole world. The sex on our wedding night was not great, and it was just all downhill from there.

Okay, whatever. My example isn't the best. I married him so that we could be together. As a wife, I was cleaning up after him, having grown up conversations that husbands and wives should be having, and doing my best to shape him into the man he has me to. But in the end, he wasn't sure of what that was. And I was in love for the wrong reason - I was in love with love. I was in love with being a wife. I had a lovely wedding set. 7 months later, we separated.

Again, whatever! You say that you love to live for tomorrow, which is something I used to be all about. He lived for today. They are two very huge differences. Again, if you always look forward to the next big thing ( ... )

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