Christmas and Dayan.

[darkspree]

I just had a strange bout of crying and feeling very gloom and doom. Luckily I had a John at hand (my boyfriend for clarification) and because I haven't spoken to him 'properly' for a good while.. it made things a bit better. I shared and he listened.. and he was.. well.. my boyfriend. He was there for me. We discussed Christmas and how it's nearly

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[mosskat55]

I remember him every year, not because I knew him, because of course I didn't it, but because of you and Seán and how you talk/talked about him, and because he was his parents' only child and I am a parent and my children are the most wonderful joy in my life and it is heartbreaking to think of a child who will affect his friends though their lives and was so valuable and created so much love, yet took himself away, and caused so much pain, which I'm sure he didn't intend, but which will never go away.

[darkspree]

I know. I don't have any children but even I can feel the horror whenever I think of how it must be to lose your child. I hope to never feel it, but one cannot control these things.

I don't think anyone realise how deeply they'll be missed when gone, and no one can ever see the effect and still exist.

[darkspree]

Thank you. Your comments mean a lot. They really do.

And the back story? Well. One day I'll write it all out and bore everyone silly.

Hannahh.x