You know how the fuck do you show the one person you love the most just how fucking much they mean to you ( Read more... )

So life is pretty much sucky right now, i screwed up a basically 18yr friendship over sumtin stupid and something we both we would never do....it sucks ( Read more... )

Its so hard walking by her room and realizing she wont ever be in there laying on her bed listenin to her music as she reads one of her magazines. Its only been 3days without her and its killing me so much. I never though id loose another family member, id never thought shed be gone before me. I keep waiting for her to walk in the door and go to my ( Read more... )

I Miss Kayla, I got to talk to her a bit last night but i was in the worst mood and I kinda was being a jerk.....grrr i hate being a jerk its not who i am. Im sick of ppl telling me what to do and how to do it, just the way i hate being told whom to love and whom not to, I dont care what everyone thinks I dont care if you think im fucking up as ( Read more... )

Uh so i was talking to kayla and her mom wanted to talk to me and i was like uuuuuuuuh no bc i hate phones and shit and then iw as like well she thinks im 40 so i might as well jsut talk to proove im not and then when i get the balls too she is liek WHOS THIS and says its my lil brother man fuck it i cant please her she wont belive me till she sees ( Read more... )

Aight so its been a real good weekend right now we are at the hotel here in EL PASO TEXAS, WOOT WOOT MUTHA FUCKAS! LMFAO umm we came to see Z we as in me and the RALPHSTER lmao he gets to see his gf(z) lmao umm and yeah so far weve pretty much all hung out and hidden in the HUMMER goddamn is that car nice and to believe my dad has one maybe i ( Read more... )

Ah well last night I did alot of thinking over the things i got asked. Mainly i realized how fucked up i was when i was younger and how much i missed out because of the shit i did. it makes me feel stupid to be honest, its true drugs fuck u up ive lived a life beleiving i did one thing and now i come to realized i had nothing to do with her...i ( Read more... )

Ah i honestly dont know whats wrong with me. I was such an ass to my gf today it was horrible. I felt like shit and I feel like shit and I know she will say I wasnt being one but man i know i was being one i felt it and i didnt even know why. I got kinda mad at her but then it was just like wtf are you saying chris well thats what i thought to ( Read more... )

Well today is Kayla's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! I hope that this year goes as you want it and that all your wishes come true. I wish you the best and I hope you have a good day and enjoy yourself, Love you tons.

Woohoo, Fun night fun fun fun lmao. Lets see I just got outta the shower oh that was so fun lmfao j/p. i talked to my fave girl to talk to tonight. I love her to pieces lol. Umm ooooh i went to the docs today didnt go bad i have to go back on Monday for sum tests for me <3 oh man cool huh, oh ok idk if i told u guys this but yeah me and my brother ( Read more... )