Jan 06, 2005 17:51
You know how the fuck do you show the one person you love the most just how fucking much they mean to you???
Well fuck if your me....you only fuck it all up...yep you fuck every inch of it up! I dont get love anymore its so fucking confusing, i dont get relationships anymore, its like when you think you have something great you hold it down so much that later on it slaps you right across the damn face....i mean what the fuck am i suppose to do honestly? i doubt anyone has a fucknig asnwer bc nobody is a fucking expert at love, what the fuck is love i mean when u think u know it and u think u got it.....u freeze....u forget how much fun it use to be when u werent so involved, when you wanted that person more than anything, youd give up drinking and eating and youd climb the biggest fucking mtn for them....you knwo 2 years ago i thought i had foudn the greatest thing in my life, i was stupid and waited it out for those 2 years and half or so...and i finally decied to ignore what everyone else was saying and opiniating about and i was like fuck u all im doing it, i swore to god i was in love but i mean ever since then its like both of us forgot the fun we use to have its all spent on fucking retarded arguements and its liek every second u get more scared of losing them....i dont know anymore....i feel so damn confused and lost
"old habits die hard"
i cant bare to see her cry bc im an ass
i cant deal with it anymore