i visited my grandma in the nursing home place tonight. i had never been to one, what an awful way to spend your time before you die. she was still making me laugh though, and she's doing much better... i'm going to be super busy tomorrow but i want to go see her again. i just can't stand thinking about her sitting alone there all day. luckily she ( Read more... )

did anyone watch true life last night? when the marine came back from iraq to meet his baby for the first time, oh my goodness. i was a freaking MESS! that was so beautiful... i was bawling forever. thanks mtv!

i should have listened to the nurses on the floor of the neuro-ward. i am a lucky girl.

today the son of a man i see daily died. it expelled a sinister feeling in the air, at least for me. especially at a time where the months are being filled with jet-setting and road tripping, where miles will be put in between me and those i care about for a considerable amount of time. i am only left to possibly jinx the fate of my decisions as my ( Read more... )

there are people, and then there are telemarketers. ugh!

( it's super cheesey, sorry )

i just have to say, the girls i am friends with are incredible. i love that ruthie makes me laugh, kerstin's laugh makes me laugh even harder...and snackpacks recording that entire conversation was pure genius. the sad part is, i was talking complete nonsense and i was completely 100% sober (designated driver). the fall/winter will bring many great ( Read more... )

i'm pretty excited for this weekend. i don't have anything planned, but my dad will be bringing my refurbished car to me tomorrow along with a driving lesson (ha ha). we will also have lunch or something, i enjoy my father's company. i hardly see him anymore and he worked so hard on my car...again. he's such a sweet man, i heard all this crap- ( Read more... )

oh btw...this is my new hair 'do


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my personality has changed significantly in the last year. i feel like a completely different person...maybe it's not my personality. i've always stayed the same consistently, but lately? i like it better this way. i think it's good when you are content, and you like yourself. even more important when people like you, too.