Oct 11, 2006 15:32
today the son of a man i see daily died. it expelled a sinister feeling in the air, at least for me. especially at a time where the months are being filled with jet-setting and road tripping, where miles will be put in between me and those i care about for a considerable amount of time. i am only left to possibly jinx the fate of my decisions as my imagination lingers into the ins and outs of life without a life-long best friend, devoted parents, a soul mate. why do i only think of these variables in the case of departure when their flight could leave at any given time without delay? i can only hope that this man's anguish will be surpressed in his future grievance.