it feels like, and it's hot and i smell bad. sweaty bad. my left eye is throbbing and sore from abuse bad. exhaling breath in short huffs bad. failing to find an excuse not to sleep bad ( Read more... )

fuckin', way to go writer's block, just glue my motionless fingertips to a keyboard while i sit thinking and staring, thanks, fuck you. it's a windy day, with threatening clouds ( Read more... )

i'm not "living" with my parents, but i've been staying with them for what feels like a couple months now. semantics, i know. meanwhile i keep writing and mailing off these checks for a studio elsewhere. i'm...hiding from my cramped four walls and door, throwing money at it, avoiding, hoping it will go away. it is, and has been a very in-between ( Read more... )

FML

what ( Read more... )

catalogue, dialogue, monolgue, expose ( Read more... )

why did i open a sixth beer? i was perfectly fine with five beers. i remember putting down the fifth dead soldier next to it's four fallen comrades thinking, i feel nice and buzzed. i bet that if i just drank five beers tonight i wouldn't even have much but a slight headache in the morning ( Read more... )

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCK !!!

it was 12 'oh something, lower-case a ( Read more... )

i am not kidding. peanut butter. who knew? scientists, that's who ( Read more... )