yesterday I was in a really aggravated pissy mood all day...wanted to hit people and throw things ( Read more... )

oh yea...

and i didnt miss my family dinner thing...my mom moved it to tonight. :]

for anyone who was worried...sorryyyy. My phone died ( Read more... )

I feel like I dont wanna hang out with new people and make new friends without my current friends cuz then my new friends and old friends wont be friends and I'll get all torn between who to hang out with and I'll feel guilty...>,<

but I need new friends who do stuff other than rave

I think my hair may be screwed...we'll see tomorrow...

john wants me to hang out with him and hiram this weekend...and I wanna go...but none of my friends would wanna go with me...[ie brien & jake]...
I wanna go but I kinda dont wanna go alone...but I will...but then I feel like I'm ditching my friends...

bleh

today I woke up way late for work and I only had time to brush my teeth, throw clothes and a hat on, and run out the door...totally looked like shit ( Read more... )

I'm posting this letter I wrote to someone because I think it applies to a lot of us in one way or another...we've all been on one end of the situation ( Read more... )

blah blah blah.

tonight was cool...went to the carnival with brien, jake, and briens brother.

I probably have a bunch of stuff to rant about..but I'd rather just go to bed.

I need something new and exciting in my life.

School was for a while and I felt refreshed and excited...but now I'm bored.

this is a happy post for brien :D

haha

its all pretty out...and spring/summer is here! day parties, bonfires, disneyland, fun fun fun stuff!

Eeeeeeexcited!!!

And I'm spring cleaning my room...thats not so happy though. x_X

But I'm listening to house...and thats pretty happy.

Supposed to maybe go hang out with John and maybe Hiram and some of their friends I guess on saturday. John cant go to fresh cuz of work and stuff and he's gonna try to get hiram to not go...then maybe party thing at johns house ( Read more... )