I'm not allowing myself to go out on fridays anymore. Tried it a few times, always miss school saturday, and thats not okay.

So no more fridays.

today's been a good day so far ( Read more... )

So today I woke up and left for school at 7:30am as usual. Fell asleep in theory. Felt like shit for most of the morning. Tired, grouchy, sad ( Read more... )

its freezing.
myspace is broken again.
I wanna go to sleep.
off to work.

life is awesome.

empty ( Read more... )

Im sick.
I was late late for school and then I left early so I could take a nap before work.

I guess I'm doing pretty good all things considered.
Stayed out and partied a lot the last 2 weekends. Got sick.
Normally that would result in missing school and calling into work.
But I havent.

myspace is broken.
and I gotta go to work soon.
bleh.
I need caffine pilllzzz.
Instead I have a rockstar.

I always get really super tired around 3-4 every day.

so he says its because I talk fine on aim but in person I hardly said 1 word, and I was giving him weird looks ( Read more... )

So for about a week Ryan said he's been depressed and hasnt really been talking to me much...but he said he was sorry and he still "really really likes me" and he just needed to get out of his depression...
He wouldnt tell me what was wrong. He said its a long story and kind of personal.
Well he took me off his myspace and he wont talk to me.

I'm kinda mad at myself ( Read more... )