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SIGH
I really wish I could have this good of a time when I'm not drunk. I really am having a lot of fun! P.S. It's Brian's birthday party and I have drank more than I planned ( Read more... ) -
IT'S BEEN SO LONG
GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYS!
No one probabl6y reads this anymore, and I already updated my faceboook page but I am tyeh drunkzorz.
Oh my yes. Kimo is playing Pikmin. Do people kmwo Kimo? I can't even remember the last tuime I posted here but I am OVER pandaface and have a new man (besides Brian who is forever super awesomesauce). PIKMIN!
I'm gonna go watch more ( Read more... ) -
Hunger Games response
This is a response to http://thelastpsychiatrist.com/2012/04/whats_wrong_with_the_hunger_ga_1.html. I figured I might as well put it here.
Obvious SPOILERS because I figure anyone who's going to see it already has.
Dafuq? It mentions the book, so I'm guessing the author has read it, but that can't be true because they somehow missed the fact that ( Read more... ) -
Insecurities
\When people have fun without me, it somewhat makes me feel like that the reason they're having so much fun is because I'm not there and thus everyone is happier without me around and people actually dislike me.
It's stupid, but that's pretty much the kind of emotional issues I've had for a long time. -
Yeah, friends. Uh huh.
Pat is a dick and pretty much only cared anything about my feelings when we were whatever the fuck that was ( Read more... ) -
what the fuck ever
They actually think they're being quiet. What the fucking fuck. I wear earplugs, I play music. I can STILL hear them. Part of it is that my room is right next door, the walls are thin, and sound carries through this house like there's nothing there, but it's not just that. It's mostly Elissa's impossibly amazing ear shattering orgasms that keep me ( Read more... ) -
not a good day
FUCK Pat and Elissa and their FUCKING perfect happy completely coordinating lives. FUCK people who are better than me in every FUCKING way. FUCK assholes who leave me without a thought because someone else is giving them sex that not only would I not but is much better than anything I'd possibly be able to do. FUCK his clean freak tendencies that ( Read more... ) -
hiding the pain
UGH! Elissa is so fucking awesome! This is the second time she's brought us treats that she somehow acquired from stores that were going to throw them out (the first is Breadsmith who doesn't sell day old bread and this one was the "weekend" desserts from Tea Garden). She's interesting and funny and cute, and she fits in with our group so well. ( Read more... ) -
and that's all the time that it takes
(for a heart to beat again ( Read more... ) -
Bitches don't be understandin' polyamory
Yes, Brian was my primary, but that doesn't mean I didn't love Pat. I'm going to marry Brian some day, but I was trying to figure out how Pat could be in my family when it came time for kids, etc. Other people seem to agree. BAH! All you mono-centric people don't understand what it feels like to love more than one person at once. Or I was treating ( Read more... )