So, its getting interesting. I leave in two weeks from today. I dont think this has actually hit me yet, and I am planning on just holding my breath and jumping in, I think I do better that way. I recieved another email from a future roomate, she seems very postive. I learned that I will have my own room! And i will even have my own bed, closet, ( Read more... )

a white canvas ( Read more... )

I MISSED YOU SOO MUCH ( Read more... )

So im almost there! california is only 4hrs away....tommoro is the day.. the red woods...valley of the giants...eurecka...im home. so far i have been in olympia, WA all week...with a visit in seattle...yesterday traveled down to eugene, oregon...which is where i am now. i loved olympia:) its a city but like a small town. its very vintage. becka ( Read more... )

RCV78: love you
AS436: i love you too
AS436: <3 ( Read more... )

no one understands...no one can understand...
no one understands....anyone...or anything. so stop pretenting that you can or do.

i cant seem to go to bed a normal hr anymore ( Read more... )

i called him ( Read more... )

im just in like limbo right now. my life is the gas station but i try to reach out and have a sort of life with these friends i never get to see but its hard casue i feel pulled in so many directions....part of me is still in the whole St. A's frame of mind, the other is trying to be here with my friends, the other part is trying to have a ( Read more... )

So im back and i just lost two hrs. its 4am and i have to be at work in......well too soon. so i didnt loose my job, i told my boss im going to california and she said ok! so im a gas station attendent for the rest of the summer and damit im just gonna make the best of it ( Read more... )