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my computer has been blown up for over a month. it was horrible. ok, but its over. fewww.
well. now that im here i have nothing to say. more like everything but that would be really long. well lets see....i feel like people will hate me when i say this ...but well. im HAPPY i feel on track and blessed and that everything is working out and its so scary cause im just waiting for that aweful thing to happy to ruin it all. its like when im actually feeling good about my body and skinny...i end up binging that night just to fuck myself over. how messed up is that. so im scard but over all really excited and happy.
i have a great boyfriend. who well, loves me, and its hard for me to believe that, but i think im starting to let myself be loved and not used. i graduated from college...and yeah i work at a gas station..but im making some $$ ..and i have some savings and im leaving in 21 days to move to boston. were im gonna teach inner city kids, which is scary but i love kids and i love, well i love black kids, there awesome, black people are just born cool. (i dont care if that sounds stupid) and i just got some emails from my future roomates and they are awesome, two girls are from california, one sounds like a total hippy chick.. im realy anxious and excited!!! and worried. waiting for the rain i guess...to pour on my parade. so i just keep thanking God...im am so blessed.
i also think i know what i want to do with my life. i want to be an activst...what this mean exactly im still reading about...but ill keep you posted.
this was pretty much an over view...
my computer has been blown up for over a month. it was horrible. ok, but its over. fewww.
well. now that im here i have nothing to say. more like everything but that would be really long. well lets see....i feel like people will hate me when i say this ...but well. im HAPPY i feel on track and blessed and that everything is working out and its so scary cause im just waiting for that aweful thing to happy to ruin it all. its like when im actually feeling good about my body and skinny...i end up binging that night just to fuck myself over. how messed up is that. so im scard but over all really excited and happy.
i have a great boyfriend. who well, loves me, and its hard for me to believe that, but i think im starting to let myself be loved and not used. i graduated from college...and yeah i work at a gas station..but im making some $$ ..and i have some savings and im leaving in 21 days to move to boston. were im gonna teach inner city kids, which is scary but i love kids and i love, well i love black kids, there awesome, black people are just born cool. (i dont care if that sounds stupid) and i just got some emails from my future roomates and they are awesome, two girls are from california, one sounds like a total hippy chick.. im realy anxious and excited!!! and worried. waiting for the rain i guess...to pour on my parade. so i just keep thanking God...im am so blessed.
i also think i know what i want to do with my life. i want to be an activst...what this mean exactly im still reading about...but ill keep you posted.
this was pretty much an over view...