Fading Away

[d_rec_ks]

I am SO tired of feeling ninspired. All I used to want to do was create. Bake, cook, stir-fry, anything you wanted or I felt inspired to make, I would make. But now I don't even care. Things that used to hold my interest are boring. This sounds twisted, but I keep hanging ot with people so that I don't have to be by myself because I am tired of

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[ghost_town_x]

We are similar in that way. For me I still have my interests, and outputs, but it's just sure I like them, but I want something more. Something more than a few chords and lyrics with my guitar. More than a few empty promises to myself through the internet.

I hate when people tell me it's part of being a teen. Maybe for some kids, but they're still smiling. They didn't have as much to figure out. And they are content with a lower level of life. You can't generalize like that, silly people.

Anyways... Where did you get a job? I NEED a job, and it's stressing me out tons. I need one for the same reason. I want to pay for my own gas, and I'm sick of asking my stupid 'mother' for money because she tends to control my life that way. sdjglsgjlsagjffdgdsgasg

Sorry for ranting. Haha.