as of friday i will be living in london - you have been warned

got a new job, well i say new, i got a london version of my old job - joy of joys

i won't have an internet connection so emails may go even longer before they're replied to

...in the dream[i had last night]i shot myself in the head:twice=forehead.the sensation of my head then-is still now//i feel so emotionally numb=frontal+lobe+lobotomy:is very uncomfortable/i would be scared(scarred?)-but i cant be.something needs to changenot even something=major/physical/emotional//my outlook/lack of=impossible.human condition: ( Read more... )

i should sleep lots more often, i'm enjoying the whole awake thing ( Read more... )

it's been like this for several days now. i think it has something to with an elite squad of super intelligent beings preparing to take over the entire world - it's mass media control on a level far beyond our comprehension. don't worry though, we are the included in the chosen few (in-case you were struck by some fleeting doubt) and soon enough ( Read more... )

but not funny or happy drunk, sad drunk - kai cry

so...me...worked, got paid, not enough, never enough, why bother ( Read more... )

i am terrible with this whole lj thing, i think maybe my life is just sooo interesting i never have time to update...or something ( Read more... )

aargh - why is life such a bitch. can't live with her, can't live without her. we're so wrapped up in the future we can't enjoy the here and now. even the promise of london and winterkalte does little to warm the soul ( Read more... )

goddam, i hate it when i don't do anything all day, tis not my idea of fun ( Read more... )