ok well today was one heck of a day.. so ya im not doing good in my classes at all. ihave the lowest grade in my biology class!! yeppy. but ya at lunch i saw broc and kristen holding hands then they kissed and chantells method of me not seeing was a lil wall made of her binder.. lol but oh well.. then after skool broc came behind me adn tapped me ( Read more... )

ok well this week was pretty good... except that i saw sumone kissing at the skool and it kinda made me upset cuz that was the first timei had seen him kiss anyone but me...so it was a pretty sad day. but then thursday i went out and just thought about stuff. then friday i went to skool then me stacey e ariel adn amber n went to albertsons to get ( Read more... )

well i spent all nite cryin again... cuz of a freakin guy. im so fuckin sad bc hes with her now.. i guess in a way im happy for him cuz hes happy but i just wish i could be happy.. im always the one that is sad and crying and all depressed.. for once why the fuck cant he be the one in tears..i dont know why i even cared so much... but its not my ( Read more... )

ok well first off these past 2 days have been just wonderful.. like besides the whole fighting with the parentals all the time... like ive been talkin to a few guys and nothing special just gettin to know each other and stuff.. but like idk there have been the good guys and the wacked out ones. like there was one that his ears seriously stuck out ( Read more... )

wow ok well all the guys ive met r either ugly as fuck with ears that stick out 5 feet or have bug eyes or just got outta jail for theft (which that means they wont be comin to my house cuz i have alot of expensive stuff in my house) or they r short or they screw me over for another chick or they dont want a girlfriend or r hot but have no ( Read more... )

well today had its ups and downs..didnt really do nething in my classes.. but i got a D on my geometry class so i was bummed bout that.. :( so im retaking that on thursday so i can keep my A in that class. but after skool me and amber n went to chantells then to albertsons then to subway and had lunch with chantells mommy.. that was cool cuz i ( Read more... )

welll ok well today has been a fucking fucked up day again.. i swear my life keeps gettin worse and worse..im so sick of my life i fuckin want to die.. im not even joking...everyone is pissing me off and its finally kicked in that me and broc r not ever gonna happen again so. my fuckin dad is being an asshole he blames every thing on me and im soo ( Read more... )

well idk its been a weird like day or 2. but ya u know wut i dont feel like typing... ive screwed up enuff dont need to screw this up too... so hope everyone is doin good ( Read more... )

sry this is long but i have alot on my mind rite now ( Read more... )

ok well this is wut is going on like the past few days.. lets see friday i saw chrissy & deedee!!!then friday nite i was just gonna stay the nite at amber and hang out with dallas but then me and amber and steve decided we were gonna go up to murrieta for the nite. so we went up there and joey took us to natalies work.. then when nelly *aka natalie ( Read more... )