Oct 04, 2004 21:59
ok well today was one heck of a day.. so ya im not doing good in my classes at all. ihave the lowest grade in my biology class!! yeppy. but ya at lunch i saw broc and kristen holding hands then they kissed and chantells method of me not seeing was a lil wall made of her binder.. lol but oh well.. then after skool broc came behind me adn tapped me shoulder then i turned around and we hugged.. :) so i was happy but when we hugged it felt like it lasted forever and i got the butterflies and all of our memories flashed through my mind and i just had all these feelings for him again.. even though i had tried so hard to not le neone know i still had them inside me. im glad that we talked but i still want there to be an us.. the last thing i think about everynite is him..god i cant even talk about this nemore..
but neways i got a hot letter from chantell that had pics of me hand cuffed to my pool table having sex with. *bleep* so funny. then ya she was makin fun of me cuz im complaining about sumthing. but ya then friday is taking me to go get carne asada fries.. yummy...
ok well this guy seems pretty cool i wanna meet him but im nervous everytime i meet a guy he turns out to be a freak.. so idk but hes really cool to talk to.. idk im just gonna take it slow and see where life takes me. like look wut he told me.. cuz i told him i was sad bought broc...yungy69: your a great girl no worries and dont let this guy get you down ... no matter how hot he is but really dont worry this coming from a guy that knows lots of guys would like to know a girl as special as you... how cute is that