why am i always the one left crying in the dark...

[cutelilbabers3]

well i spent all nite cryin again... cuz of a freakin guy. im so fuckin sad bc hes with her now.. i guess in a way im happy for him cuz hes happy but i just wish i could be happy.. im always the one that is sad and crying and all depressed.. for once why the fuck cant he be the one in tears..i dont know why i even cared so much... but its not my fault that i fell for him.. if he wouldnt have said those things and if we hadnt have kissed... maybe i wouldnt be like this but....we did....what is fuckin wrong with me.. i tyr so hard to make things work and i always end up gettin screwed over neways so id even know y thr fuck i try..

i knew being happy wouldnt last long..