So. I'm sitting here at work. There's no one in the office, since it's the last actual day of classes. It's also my last day in this seat for the school year. It's hard to believe that freshman year of college is so close to being done. I don't know if I'm happy about that, or crushed.

Everything is going to change this summer. Everyone is going to ( Read more... )

Is it sad that I can't even really stand being alone anymore? 'Cause I'm afraid something is going to happen to someone else, and I'm not going to be there; I'm not going to know. And it kills me. And I hate it.

And now is not the time for some of this stuff. My thoughts are a scrambled mess, and I need help. Too bad I keep them to myself. Too bad ( Read more... )

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So. I'm not too good at keeping up with my blogs. At all. I'm more consistent in not keeping up than keeping up. But I'll try. And that's the main part, right ( Read more... )

So, I know how much recent journal entries by everyone are angsty. And I'm sad to report that I'm gonna follow the trend. Not for the sake of following the trend, just 'cause that's what I need right now.  So if you don't want to read angsty, you should end here.  Thank you.

Ok. so. here it goes.

I'm at school. I love it here, minus the fact that I ( Read more... )

So maybe I'm over reacting. But I feel like I'm being pushed out of my family. Like I don't really even count as a person anymore.

My feelings don't matter. My life doesn't matter. Nothing.

Pretty much everything I hold dear and/or care about has to be sectioned off. Either going to college. Or going into storage. I have no room at home anymore. ( Read more... )

So. I'm really upset now. And I don't know why. It's rediculous. Like, I'm mad at myself for being upset ( Read more... )

I haven't really updated in a while. So here goes nothing ( Read more... )

So. haven't "updated" in a while. Been busy with work, school, homework, play, and multiple other things...

Main reason I'm updating? Here:

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.Sunday.
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CALCULUS AB & BC STUDENTS INVITED
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So... this past weekend has been awesome. Well, minus the fact that i got my wisdom teeth out ( Read more... )