So this weekend was so great! At the last minute Tea and Shones decided to come and visit me because Western was playing ND in men's soccer. They didn't actually make it for the game, but i am SOOO happy that they came. It was so nice to be around someone who knows you, even if it was onl for a short while. Reminiscing and such. It made me ( Read more... )

Somehow I knew it all along and yet I tried to ignore it. Dating a senior doesn't work, and it sucks. He is such a great guy. And yet I have finally realized that it was physical. Caity told me it was, Charlie told me it was but I didn't believe it until I talked to him tonight. I expressed everything, the worries that I had about it being ( Read more... )

I don't know who I am anymore. It's scary that I've changed so much so quickly, from sophomore year. I have met a bunch of great people here. But they don't know who I used to be so it's weird. I am self-conscience now. I don't know what to do. I want to stop drinking because I have made some serious slip-ups lately. Also I find it's not as ( Read more... )

So I have come to the conclusion that boys are tricky. Or as my friend little lisa aka shoe thought we said...boys do tricks? I don't know, it's not exactly that they are tricky, just that I don't know what to do. Senior boy, that is insane. he is looking for jobs, i am in my first year. he plays guitar, awesome at soccer, professional cook, ( Read more... )

I don't think I ever could have predicted all this crazyness that i'm going through this weekend. Orientation at Notre Dame is unparalleled!! So I checked in thursday and met my roommates, both really nice, not big partiers, one doesn't drink at all. Doesn't matter though because they're cool. So yesterday I was sung to by one guys dorm with ( Read more... )

Leaving sucks and is the best thing all in one ( Read more... )

So i started packing tonight, well not really packing, basically i just took out all my clothes and put them in piles. But I had to stop because it has finally started to hit me. It all started when I had to leave for cabo, saying goodbye is a lot harder than I thought it would be. And it was just the first good bye, what about all of the others ( Read more... )

Hmm soo this always seems to happen to me. The whole sweet parent thing is so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously though, i love not being trusted. I love being asked where I am going every second of every day and making sure the parents are there. I know she is being protective, watching out for me, but I am going to be 18 in like 5 days. Does ( Read more... )

I can't believe that we are going to be out of here in less than a month. It's crazy to think that we have spent 4 years in this school already. It seems like just yesterday I was staring up and idolizing the seniors, but now we are the seniors. I always wonder if the freshman look up to us the way I did to the seniors. But anyways, I feel like ( Read more... )

Soooo, I had a pretty good weekend, even though I wasn't in St. Louis with the soccer team. Kairos was a lot better than I had expected and I met some awesome people. One of them happens to be the Man of My Dreams....haha or atleast he thinks so. He's possibly the funniest kid I know, but in following the pattern of course he has a girlfriend. ( Read more... )