Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you hate the thought of him being with someone else.

Prom was last night. Prom itself was so fun! :) I ended up happy with my dress, make-up & hair and Cam looked so nice! He was so sweet and we danced all night and I had a hell of a time. After prom was good except for the little incidents that happened. It kind of just pissed me off how disrespectful my "friends" are. (exluding the crew upstairs & ( Read more... )

my life's a mess right now but at the same time it should be really good ( Read more... )

I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up loving you
My heart couldn’t take no more of you
I was sad and lonely
I remember when I walked out
I remember when I screamed I hated you
Some how deep inside still loving you
Sad and lonely

No one knew all the pain I went through
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you
didn’t know where I ( Read more... )

Why is love so confusing? I thought I understood it but I don't. It fucking hurts. I love you so much and I know you love me so much too. But I really can't do this anymore. I give you so much it's not fair. I take care of you like I'm your mother. I'm sick of going to parties and not drinking because I need to take care of you because you get out ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking sick of this shit..really. I hate being stressed out and blah everything is wrong right now. Everybody is kind of pissing me off and that's not good. Like I honestly need a break I don't want to hear anything about anybody anymore I just want to focus on myself which is something I never ever do. I'm wicked irritable and annoyd ( Read more... )

Last night was the most hilarious night of my life. I don't understand how mucci's dad did not hear 8 extra people in mucci's room. I also don't understand how 10 people could fit in a 4-person car. Cameron dumped me Thursday night but last night he told me how sorry he was and how stupid he was and how much he loves me. I took him back, obviously ( Read more... )

I am heart broken. That's all I can say right now.

This vacation has actually been awesome! Except for Coach Stand and Jared dying on the same day. :( RIP<3 ( Read more... )

My mom's a fucking ass hole. That's all.
Seriously I'm so done with this shit I'm sick of being nice for them.