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my life's a mess right now but at the same time it should be really good.
i mean MCAS, prom, cam getting his license...
but somehow i look on the bad side of absolutely everything.
i'm going to miss driving his ass around along with all his friends.
things will change so much and i don't think i can handle that right now.
school's good i'm doing great in all my classes but i'm so sick of it.
prom is stressing me out especially 34 people at my house.
but i should be really happy! blah i think i'm just so mad at myself.
i can't believe myself. i suck.
my nana has her cancer back and i don't want to go through that again.
i love her so much. i hope it turns out okay. blah.
i mean MCAS, prom, cam getting his license...
but somehow i look on the bad side of absolutely everything.
i'm going to miss driving his ass around along with all his friends.
things will change so much and i don't think i can handle that right now.
school's good i'm doing great in all my classes but i'm so sick of it.
prom is stressing me out especially 34 people at my house.
but i should be really happy! blah i think i'm just so mad at myself.
i can't believe myself. i suck.
my nana has her cancer back and i don't want to go through that again.
i love her so much. i hope it turns out okay. blah.