i am in love.
i have a great family.
i have wonderful friends.
i'm transferring home.
i am finally content with who i am.
and i have a pet mouse that i adore.

i am so insanely happy. it's ridiculous. and i never want it to change. and i really really believe that it isn't going to happen anytime soon. :)

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4 months.

it was a pretty good run.

but distance truely is a killer.

i'm okay.

i need to man up.

i am very content with life right now. there isn't much i would change.

and in less than one month i will be in north carolina with my best friend and love of my life.

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i have so much on my mind right now i feel like i could throw up. but that's not important right now ( Read more... )

christmas eve morning i woke up and had so much christmas spirit and i was incredibly happy.

i had a wonderful day spent with my wonderful family.

and now it's 3:15 on christmas morning and i completely lost all my spirit. and i am the saddest i have been in months. and it's for no reason at all.

why does life seem so unfair sometimes?

"the quickest way to ruin a relationship with someone is to actually try to have a relationship with them." - how to deal.

i wrote this last night. but then the internet here shut off for some odd reason. but it saved my entry and i'm very happy about that:i just updated myself on everyone’s live journals. and it makes me so happy to see that majority of my friends are so genuinely happy with their lives right now ( Read more... )