So, today I need to indulge in the sun and the beautiful scenery. I didn't get called today, which will affect my pay for next month. I spent way toooooooooo much money last weekend. It's pretty insane ( Read more... )

I got some film developed today at Longs Drugs. It was expensive and was saddened by the lack of polaroid film missing from the area where I used to buy it ( Read more... )

I'm addicted to m&m's! please Help me find an m&m rehab!

Today was baby day. I was around three babies who have their own different personality. I'm missing out in the baby world, but I will participate in it one day. I changed my nephew's diaper for the first time. He was smiling a lot today. Babies are hard work.

All I want for my birthday is happiness.

I'm waiting for the orgasmic and explosive erruption of emotions.

I really don't have anything to say. I opened up livejournal b/c I was bored. Hmmm. Let's see. The next two weekends are going to be very busy with graduations, babies, and birthdays. I guess you can say that is a good thing; however, it leaves me with nothing to wear. How materialistic of me ( Read more... )

FUCK. what happens when you stumble upon literature that is about you? and what if in that literature nasty/hurtful things are written? argh. FUCK. why do i always get myself in this kind of trouble with myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm feeling sad about this. what have i done wrong? am i such a mean and terrible individual? i know i am not ( Read more... )

I'm feeling jealous. I don't like feeling this way. i want to wish people the best and for me to one day have what they have instead of dwelling on what I don't have. I guess you can say that I am just very confused and want clarity. I want to have my life on track and feel like I need to get out of where I am. I feel like my living situation is ( Read more... )

Acceptance is really difficult for me. I work out in my head that since I can't change certain situations or people, I have the power to change myself and perspective on the situation. I grew up thinking negatively all the time. I argued with my mother that it is in my genes and she then continued that I should not blame her or my father. However ( Read more... )