detached from life.
So, today I need to indulge in the sun and the beautiful scenery. I didn't get called today, which will affect my pay for next month. I spent way toooooooooo much money last weekend. It's pretty insane.
I do not want to participate in certain activities that will cause tons of tears. I don't think it is going to work out. I just have this gut feeling and it has been bringing me to tears everyday since last weekend. I wish I could control it, but I can't.
I do not and cannot support. It is so fucking selfish of me. Why should I act like I am not affected and that I am totally happy about it all? I am not going to be in denial and play stupid guessing games. I used to do that a lot. It's such bullshit.
I'm really confused and want to progress forward in my life of no money. I really think I should just get a boring office job.
I do not want to participate in certain activities that will cause tons of tears. I don't think it is going to work out. I just have this gut feeling and it has been bringing me to tears everyday since last weekend. I wish I could control it, but I can't.
I do not and cannot support. It is so fucking selfish of me. Why should I act like I am not affected and that I am totally happy about it all? I am not going to be in denial and play stupid guessing games. I used to do that a lot. It's such bullshit.
I'm really confused and want to progress forward in my life of no money. I really think I should just get a boring office job.