I'm tired of this slut.

Why would you ever tell someone about the new girl at work that is "really into you?" Yet you tell your fiance that you had no idea she was flirting with you.

I don't know what to believe anymore.

I'm glad my wants really matter.
Whatever.

Dear Edward Cullen,

Avada Kedavra! Sincerely, Tom Riddle.

Dear Walmart,

Please keep holding all of the incest children, druggies, rednecks, and fat people within your walls. I'll be over at Target. Thanks! Sincerely, Civilized people.

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This song isn't about what i'm using this lyric for but whatevz. In a way I find it fitting.
"I said, "this wont mean a thing come tomorrow",
And thats exactly how Ill make it seem
'Cause I'm still not sleeping,
Thinking I've crawled home from worse than this."

First off.. Hayden is here, home and healthy. He's a month old today. I never thought I could love someone as much as I love him. Motherhood is hard but I wouldn't trade it in for anything.


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I have mentally checked out of this pregnancy. July 2nd will be the 39 week mark.

I feel horrible. I'm always feeling sick and tired. I look gross. I noticed some stretch marks the other day and lost it. Since then I feel like no matter what I do or try I won't every feel sexy again.  My body is gone, my sanity is gone and I feel like my ( Read more... )

I am really tired of still being pregnant. Everyone keeps saying "you look like you're ready to pop" and "why are you still at work?" If I could have this child right now I would but according to the doctor I am not even dilated yet. And I still have 29 days until he is due.

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I am tired of life shitting on me.

"I wish I could shed all your feathers from my head because all they do is keep me stifled when I only want to tell you right now, 'tear your clothes off with my teeth like some unruly uncaged beast from your forehead to your feet.' I need to feel the Boston peace, drug like release, the sheets engulfing you. Know that I need you, I want you, I'm ( Read more... )

Hayden's head is down! =o
The doctor said that he shifted about 3 weeks early.

Also, I look like this.

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