im really down in the dumps today. i started to get really materialistic for a while, but now im really unhappy with everything i have. it really did keep me happy for a while, but then i realized thats not what i need. all my friends have a girlfriend/boyfriend and im pretty much the only one that is still single. everyone is planning their ( Read more... )

everything is going great for me. although, im sick and miserable at the moment, im still very happy about my life. school is going well and my gpa is about a 3.5 right now. english class is killin me, but thats my fault for not reading as much as i should have in the past. im quite excited for this degree program that i will be going for after i ( Read more... )

It has been a while since many people have posted on livejournal. I for some reason felt like writing something even though it has been at least half a year. Mount Carmel was nothing but trouble for me. I got into things i shouldnt have and made the wrong friends. I think me running away from everything was my best choice and now im doing ( Read more... )

i cant forget about it... i cant... why did it have to happen? it was about 6 years ago... and i still cant forget about it. these dreams im having are ruining me. i dont know how to fix things.

R.I.P. Sparkles. i love you and i miss you. life isnt fair and i fuckin hate god, hes a joke.

i like my boyfriend, he is awesome.

i miss claudia. i miss lauren. i miss lisa.
i fucked you up good and im damn happy you two-timing asshole.

..why cant i figure things out? ? this is really strange.. i will have to decide sooner or later.
..i dont really want my g2 anymore, because im really scared of failing.
..men will be men, and i hate them.
..so im a lesbian now, for real.
..i wish i wasnt homophobic.
..i hate guys.
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i am really starting to figure things out, because i have opened up to you. i really missed hanging out with you, but i just had to go through that immature stage... i finally figured out who my REAL friends are, and i couldnt be happier. richelle, i know we have lost track of time and it has been awhile, but i always remember you. i miss talking ( Read more... )

met some paris boys a few nights ago.. and i LOVE them!!!!! they are so much fun, even though i cant understand them sometimes.. we communicate pretty well. lmao... "ditched" "hang" "chill" .,.. . . lmaooo o o oo oo val :) steph :) joanna :) oh what a night! i hate jason, hes a faggot. sdjkghykfhasd :D

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