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im really down in the dumps today. i started to get really materialistic for a while, but now im really unhappy with everything i have. it really did keep me happy for a while, but then i realized thats not what i need. all my friends have a girlfriend/boyfriend and im pretty much the only one that is still single. everyone is planning their weddings and such and i still have another 4 years of school left. i need to snap out of it.. i have been stuck in this fun world of mine where playing everyone is oh so great... but really it isnt. im really hoping i can get over my trust issues, so that i can move on and actually be in a faithful relationship sometime soon. its all on me and i can do whatever i want to. i miss being young... i hope a darn time machine will be invented sometime soon.