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So its weird
how just when you give up
something makes you feel hopeful

and everything slowly starts to aline back together,

I guess its kind of weird and crazy that im disapointed
Isn't it funny how you can be so mortified at the thought of
something, but as soon as you start to think about
it, you get kinda hopeful... maybe i donno.

yeah, so ive given up on everything.
love is such a waste of time

I guess im just fucking sick of everything..
of hurting.
its not worth it.

im tired of not wanting to wake up.
and feeling like everything
is so fucking pointless.

Im tired of peoples Bullshit lies.
"im there for you"
Yeah where are you now?

we im done.

No one ever reads my lj anymore which is kind of cool ( Read more... )

Its amazing how many memories i have in Ypsi ( Read more... )

Its amazing what you relize at random moments...

like why is it that cupples with really big beds always smush up?
And

I dont ever write in this, 
and honestaly i dont even check it
But i thought i would tonight

Friday-went to aarons 
and had a party things
it was cool I really like his family.

Saturday
Aaron got a keg
and it was alright but i wasn't im the party mood
So I went to bed earily

Sunday-
Another party
but once again i didn't feel good
it was kinda cool though 
i went ( Read more... )

BABY is this love FORREAL? Uhm nothing new has happened. SO what. I like that is raining ALOT. It makes me sleepy. And I must be wasting my breath. And we lost it. You say were wasting time but I gave you mine. you.left.me.nothing

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SO Aarons been making me smile a lot to day. but I dont think he knows wha im smiling about. but IDO! lol firday - went to the heratage festival with aaron and his brother and his friends it we pretty cool then saturday- spend the day at home being lazy and BORED AS FUCK but at like 10 ish went to bobbys with sara and got drunk i drunk 11 beers and ( Read more... )