hopeless.

[cryingcrimsonox]

I know i don update this anymore soo...here goes..

It feels like
Things are being held back...
like everyone is talking behind my back
its annoying.

it also feels like the people
who i thought i could vent to are now pushing me away..
or maybe im pushing them away..
i don't know

all the signs are oh so very obvious, i know what i would usually do..
but i can' push my self to do it.
Maybe.. i dont know... i can't really explain my self to anyone..

i guess i should just have faith that things will work out...