Comments | crying_out: It makes a sound like thunder. It makes me feel like rain....

crying_out

It makes a sound like thunder. It makes me feel like rain....

Nov 17, 2004 17:39

Its a real shame when you think you've got everything you need. My family is now on good terms for good hopefully. And i had all the friends i needed. I thought. And thats all i needed. Were a few good friends and a good family to care about. Well right now i feel like i have/had no true friends. I can only think of ONE or TWO people who care about ( Read more... )

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Tif-fanny.... <3 anonymous November 18 2004, 01:55:38 UTC

Girly I love you lots too!!! You mean the world to me.. It's like you can completely understand me and my struggles... Even though I'm going through hell and back again in the past year and in the future, you always seem to make me feel better about stuff!!! Your awesome.. and to all those people that have screwed you over in the past-F*** Them- You and I are BOTH MISUNDERSTOOD... But now we can understand each other.. G'night Ma'am!!! MUAH <> <> <>

Re: Tif-fanny.... <3 crying_out November 18 2004, 02:01:50 UTC

You understand me too and thats what i love about you. You are my ANGEL Tiffany. And im so glad we met, b/c without you i'd be lost right now. I've never been able to talk to anyone like i can talk to you. I can spill out everything to you and you understand 100%. Me and you both ARE MISUNDERSTOOD lol. Can't wait to hang out w/ you this weekend. Just you and Me and That boy from Publix lmao. Oh yeah...and "ZAT" lol <3 ya woman!

this ones gonna be good...i hope... __xoprincess November 18 2004, 02:52:19 UTC

hey sweetheart. i'm sorry that things are not going well =/ i'm sorry if i did anything to make you upset...i know i've been a slack ass about keeping up with you. but i'm not going to get all high school unecessary drama on you - just know that no matter how much of a bitch i am...YOU and only YOU are the one who can always bring me right back down to where i should be. you have so much going for you, maria. i know i don't tell you/show you that enough. you are the only one who understands ME. not that that's of any importance b/c this is about you. i'm glad you have people who understand and trust you where you are. we've been at this best friend thing for a good long while now, and you keep bringing me back when i feel like i'm on the edge of letting go. because i know i can call you crying at 3 o' clock in the morning, and you'll listen to me. thats just the kind of person you are, and thats what i love abotu you - i hope you don't get too upset with me over the years to stop doing that ( ... )

Jessica Dawn Geurkink crying_out November 18 2004, 21:53:51 UTC

That makes me so happy to hear all of that. Each and everyday i feel like have have hardly anyone to be close to and i find myself alone most of the time. I really miss living back there in my old house, where me and you could just be who we were without a care in a world, and before either of us were ever heartbroken. It just feels like ever since ive moved youve gotten other people you care about and that can relate to you better then me and for a while there i was just going to give up and not even try to bug you anymore by calling you or inviting you over, b/c honestly i didnt think you'd care. But im glad to know you do. I was looking over old pictures of us last night and i cried. I do that alot now. I remember the old BUTCHY and TOUGH michelle that couldn't let anything get her down, never cried, and didn't want a boyfriend or anyone to care about. But ive changed alot. Idk if its for the good or bad anymore. B/c ive let alot of people run over me...I lyed awake thinking about how i missed the old me and how i used to be. And ( ... )