It makes a sound like thunder. It makes me feel like rain....

[crying_out]

Its a real shame when you think you've got everything you need. My family is now on good terms for good hopefully. And i had all the friends i needed. I thought. And thats all i needed. Were a few good friends and a good family to care about. Well right now i feel like i have/had no true friends. I can only think of ONE or TWO people who care about

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Jessica Dawn Geurkink

[crying_out]

That makes me so happy to hear all of that. Each and everyday i feel like have have hardly anyone to be close to and i find myself alone most of the time. I really miss living back there in my old house, where me and you could just be who we were without a care in a world, and before either of us were ever heartbroken. It just feels like ever since ive moved youve gotten other people you care about and that can relate to you better then me and for a while there i was just going to give up and not even try to bug you anymore by calling you or inviting you over, b/c honestly i didnt think you'd care. But im glad to know you do. I was looking over old pictures of us last night and i cried. I do that alot now. I remember the old BUTCHY and TOUGH michelle that couldn't let anything get her down, never cried, and didn't want a boyfriend or anyone to care about. But ive changed alot. Idk if its for the good or bad anymore. B/c ive let alot of people run over me...I lyed awake thinking about how i missed the old me and how i used to be. And now i just feel so fake. I decided to stop trying to make other people happy b/c right now its getting me no where at all. I hardly have any friends and really i have nothing to lose. Im glad me and you are still making it...going on four years. Lets Make It <3