I have become much like the others. Withdrawn, anxious, hungry. Theres not much food left since It happened,as most of the stores have allready been looted for whatever wasnt burned. The future, its not what we expected.

There was fighting tonight in the desert outside of town, great clashes of white and red lit up a dull sky.

Sometimes the desert seems to stretch out for miles and miles, other times its suffocatingly small. Like a Dali painting, things shimmer and change, but take a closer look and its the same faded signs and same faded people. The expanse of space could fit millions of ( Read more... )

The desert, ahhh the expanse of space. Time, the intangible warden keeping me locked in.

The dilapadated vehicle im driving, the barren desert to either side or the road and the dead hulks of machinery lying in heaps like beached whales makes it seem like im in a bad 80's post apocalypse movie. There are hangars half built, destroyed bunkers from old wars.. Numerous underground tunnels and rooms lie hidden beneath our feet, hiding ( Read more... )

There are people who walk through life stranded in their own lives, they create their own jails but are still trapped. These people hold the keys to their own cells, but put off turning the key until tomarrow.. the next day.. maybe next week.. until finally they have served their life sentence ( Read more... )

Life keeps bumping along at a steady pace. There really isnt much work for me to do at the moment, so im forced to find other ways of killing time. I downloaded the whole first season of Flight of the Conchords, which if you havent watched it yet, you really are missing out. Its a couple of indie folk guitar players from New Zealand who are trying ( Read more... )

I have this emo depressed feeling. This fucking country sucks, i dont know why we cant leave their problems for them to figure out. And i dont know why America feels it has to go around the world fixing everyones shit for them. Leave them alone, let them figure this crap out, because no one would help us if it was the other way around. Fuck Iraq.

Time seems to be speeding up, i forget what day it is because theres no days off here so its hard to tell. I have been here for 31 days now, seems like a week. This place seriously blows though, think of satans ass in country form. Not only is it hot, it stinks too. Pretty bad really. I get up.. walk to work and smell horrible smells. The people ( Read more... )

every so often you question your decisions, sometimes doing one thing can change your life for the better but you'll have to suffer for the good to come. Theres only so much you can take before you throw the towel in. I am so ready to quit, but i remember what life has given me so far and what this will do for me and my wife. Theres things that you ( Read more... )