so its day three of my quest. im quitting smoking. its been a little easier then i thought. im completely avoiding situations that make me wanna smoke. im not gonna drink for about 2 weeks. drinking will always lead to smoking. day one i cut down, 1 in the morning 2 at night. day 2 no ciggarettes. day 3 no ciggarettes so far. im chewing carrots ( Read more... )

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life always throws the craziest shit at you. couple weeks ago i was in the hospital, im sure everyone knows by now. long story short i passed out in my bathroom woke up bleeding and throwing up made my sister take me to the emergency room, if anyone knows me or my family, im spanish as fuck, thats usually the last place we go to. long story short ( Read more... )

oh yea December 7th was my birthday. fucking 25 years old. i must say it was one of the best birthdays. no drama no bullshit no fighting. didnt get too tipsy just danced and had a really good time. thanks to janine, marisa, kathy, bernie, adam and shorty do wop <3

ok so how today has officially been the best fucking day ( Read more... )

december 16 at 10am. i graduate from FIU with a bachelors in Social Work
January 5th. I start FIU Graduate School to pursue my Masters in Social Work

Eat dick Haters <3

it's been a week since i've seen my niece and im going crazy. i miss her so much. im not planning on bending any time soon. im not fighting anymore but im definitely not apologizing any time soon.

boys boys boys. they are so weird but whatever. i'll take it like it is.

my sister has officially died to me. i love her and my niece more then anyone can understand but seriously. fuck her. and next time me and tito catch her fuck nigga boyfriend we are whooping his ass.

i cant believe i had fucking drama since 10 in the morning and its 9 at night. now tell me how the fuck im gonna get any work done.

i must say. this is a really weird situation im in but fuck it, its fun hahaha. i dont like to think too much about it.

i hate funerals. it also didnt help that the parlor was next to where steve and jess lived for a little while. so heartbreaking. poor guy. rip al <33

the agency is over. i miss it but im over it.

the diet is going really really good, im so happy.

life is good, moving on. making myself happy. i cant look back just move forward, without the added weight. (in every sense of the word.)