I think I am the last of my friends to have a journal that's not tied to any other social network. I remember when this was a primary means of expressing what I was doing and my thoughts, and now it's moved to the sidelines. Well, It's still special to me and I still have entries that I look back on and think how stupid/amazing I was. This is ( Read more... )

I put in for full-time at my job. Hopefully it goes through before the end of the world. I also put in for a promotion for Lead officer. I am pretty sure I can do the 4 extra things a Lead is required to do on top of what I usually do as an officer. After working at international terminal at night which was busy as shit all the way through, and ( Read more... )

For about 20 years now I've been wanting to go on The Price is Right, and yesterday, after 3 weeks of planning by some friend-of-a-friends, I was able to be part of a group that got in to watch this legendary show ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with an almost painful anxiety surge and a flood of memory of all the bad things i've done in my life and although i tried to go to sleep again, It just wasn't working. So I've been awake for the past 3-4 hours and finally had to "get up" because it was becoming too much to simply allow my brain to think things out. plus the ( Read more... )

My goodness. What a year it's been. Made new friends, lost some good ones..progressed in life more or less. Let's look back at my Resolutions:

1. Pay off all debts, bills, etc. Before I get my own place this needs to be done so I get no suprises and drop back into hard times.

2. Maintain and get further in TSA job or Stay part time and get a second ( Read more... )

Last week I had another violent outpouring and the familiar pain of an impending kidney failure. thankfully I remembered the situation back in 2007ish and immediately went to the emergency room (by immediately i mean like 7 hours after i first felt it. I chilled in the emergency room for many hours in that silly little gown and had blood, urine, ( Read more... )

My Great uncle passed away this past Wednesday of Alzheimer's disease. It had been working him down for about 2 years now, and it was tragic to see his decline. In a way though it made his death easier to accept as nature taking its course ( Read more... )

The TSA has something called a bid Shift every year, when every worker (based on seniority) has to choose a new time and place to work, which includes hours and times and days off. I am very low on this totem pole and have been notified that there is approx. 0% chance I will keep the schedule I have. Isn't it unnerving to change how you live your ( Read more... )

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Moving to an apartment with $515 monthly rent, at my current salary, leaves me with $265 (or, 133ish every 2 weeks) for all my other bills. Well my car bill is still being taken care of so I don't have a problem with that, but the only other bills I can see required to pay are my phone bill and car insurance ( Read more... )