had a great time yesterday and last night. jackie, chris and i went to see secret window, once again johnny depp delivers an awsome and perfect role/movie. after jackie, rebecca and i went to the heavy petting cast for rocky horror picture show, and i must say they blew away a jump to the left, than i got sick, only bad part of last night.

a big thank you to all those who have been there for me through this hard time both physical, and over the net, it has been greatly appreciated. a bigger thank you goes to jackie who was able to get past her problems enough to help me when i needed it the most and was willing/wanting enough for friendship with me to overlook the things i have both ( Read more... )

ya know it's night like last night that remind of me why i love jackie. yes jackie i know theres nothing there, just emotions i must deal with, but last night was awsome. i can actually say it was the first night in quite a while that i didnt feel the weight of the world on my shoulders and i actually had fun, with jackie, amazing.

props go out to chris for last night, way to go chris, i don't exactly know what went on, but it was pretty obvious. GOOOOOO CHRIS.

i so hate the situation i am in, sleeping in the same bed as jackie, having to see her every day, why can i not be rid of it? i would love to be friends with her, but she has just told me it isnt really gonna happen, and she wants nothing to do with me. clan draconis is breaking from within. she has removed me from her friends list, though i would ( Read more... )

alrighty, since we have the net back and shit, time for an update. jackie and i have departed ways as far as our relationship goes, and though i neglected to see it at first because i love her, i now see it is for the best. we remain great friends, hopefully best of friends. i am trying to get more hours at work, or maybe another job. jackie has ( Read more... )

interesting how time can fly when you have next to nothing going on in your life ( Read more... )

well to start out with, i guess happy new year? not really into celebrating anything anymore. been going through apartment changes with different things ( Read more... )

went and saw lord of the rings last night, the return of the king. the movie indeed kicked fucking ass, and i loved almost every minute, though they did some seriously fucked up cutting of parts. saruman doesn't even die in the end, they completely skipped it, and it shows nothing of the romance between eawyn, and faramir. all in all for me at ( Read more... )

i woke up at 8 am today to go clinb a tree, now come on, 8 in the morning and im climbing a fucking tree, how different is that?