post update, 3 posts ago i said "i am not focussing on starting a new life" i meant to say "i am now focussing on starting a new life, and hope jade will be apart of that life" just a lil correction.

ok talked to my good friend julio, and he said not to worry, he's gonna get me a job at denny's , he's talking to his booos on friday, and he has alot of leeway there. so hopefully everything is taken care of. and with chris, colby, and sarah's incomes combined we qualify for the apartment, the only thing unsure right now is weather or not the ( Read more... )

well today was going fucking awsome, walked out of my job today, which felt incredible, unfortinatly my hand is bandaged up because of one nasty fucking burn, but it didn't bother me at all. get home and get a call from sparkle cleaners saying the person i was replacing came back from medical leave and it is illeagal to fire them so i got ( Read more... )

once again i think i may go to denny's tonight and sit there a while on my own, unless of course a certain somone shows up (jade), which i don't see any reason on why she would even want to right now. this time im going with a diskman, and stuff to write with, and i will be prepared.

went and spent a few hours at denny's tonight alone just thinking about shit. it was rather nice not having the "group drama" around for that length of time. who knows maybe i'll do this more often. hopefully one day jade will join me again. and now i am home, once again, alone, this is actually great.

i miss jade (eon). i will not discuss things here, but i miss her terribly. i hope she accepts my invitation to a date at the olive garden ( Read more... )

it is the day, but for me not just for 1 but for both. R.I.P. Kurt and Layne.

arguably the 2 biggest and most influencial musicians ever, they laid seattle to waist with their style, and seattle still holds true to their memories. you 2 are missed, and still remembered and forever will be.

self punishment is a very interesting thing. today is day #5 of punishing myself for things i will not discuss here. i've had in 5 days, 1 burger, 2 slices of pizza, and gargantuous amounts of caffiene, and tobacco, can you say i'm giving myself a big fucking heart-attack? hmmm we'll see i guess. i feel incradibly sick right now, and my vision is ( Read more... )

well i went on my date tonight with eon, and it fucking went so incredible. she is perfect in every dam way, and that's alot for me to say. i can't wait to hangout with her again, hopefully soon. i want to see my g/f again, lol. she sent me pics of herself a few days ago, but those pics did her absolutely no fucking justice, i can't believe this, ( Read more... )

well got a call this morning, was sparkle cleaners, i put my 2 weeks notice in to wienershnitzel today and i start my new job monday. now for the next 2 weeks i will be working both jobs which should proove to be rather interesting. im fucking happy i finally moved up beyond fast fucking food.