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well to start out with, i guess happy new year? not really into celebrating anything anymore. been going through apartment changes with different things.
been having some wierd dreams as of late also, the ones that seem real, well in my past i've noticed they tend to happen, which really has me wierded out. i keep having dreams that tell me the war to end all things is coming very quick, and i've had this feeling for quite some time. now signs are happening all the time that this will happen. well bye bye all i guess.
been going through changes with just about everything, and in the end i'm just really happy to have the friends i have, and jackie, whom nothing in my current state of existance would have been possible, and i would not be who i am today with out her either.
on that world ending note, it gives me great pleasure to say that this world needs to fucking end, we have not only fucked it up completely, but the human race in general is compelled and consumed by greed, power, and a serious detachment from what issues really matter, and i personally am ashamed at the fact that i was born physically into this fucking race. there are so many things out there we don't know and will never know because of the simple fact that we are close minded and havn't the patience, nor the honest guts to see past what infront of our own 2 fucking eyes. this world is a visual gaurd blinding us from what we really need to see and know to continue surviving in the universe. but no we are to consumed by destruction and power over all other beings and things.
FUCK US
I FUCKING HATE US
WE ARE NOT PRESCIOUS
WE ARE A FUCKING VIRUS THAT NEEDS EXTERMINATING
well except for me of course(just kidding)lol.
yah theres a fucking rant for ya, had to get it off my chest, not like it'll help out at all though.
been having some wierd dreams as of late also, the ones that seem real, well in my past i've noticed they tend to happen, which really has me wierded out. i keep having dreams that tell me the war to end all things is coming very quick, and i've had this feeling for quite some time. now signs are happening all the time that this will happen. well bye bye all i guess.
been going through changes with just about everything, and in the end i'm just really happy to have the friends i have, and jackie, whom nothing in my current state of existance would have been possible, and i would not be who i am today with out her either.
on that world ending note, it gives me great pleasure to say that this world needs to fucking end, we have not only fucked it up completely, but the human race in general is compelled and consumed by greed, power, and a serious detachment from what issues really matter, and i personally am ashamed at the fact that i was born physically into this fucking race. there are so many things out there we don't know and will never know because of the simple fact that we are close minded and havn't the patience, nor the honest guts to see past what infront of our own 2 fucking eyes. this world is a visual gaurd blinding us from what we really need to see and know to continue surviving in the universe. but no we are to consumed by destruction and power over all other beings and things.
FUCK US
I FUCKING HATE US
WE ARE NOT PRESCIOUS
WE ARE A FUCKING VIRUS THAT NEEDS EXTERMINATING
well except for me of course(just kidding)lol.
yah theres a fucking rant for ya, had to get it off my chest, not like it'll help out at all though.