tonight is maybe one of the last summer nights of the year. not that its anything to remember. just that its here and it will soon be gone. like most things. like what you love. everything you try so hard to hold on to. but then you grow... and you dont know. anymore.we love but we change and i want things that will stay. i want blood. i want ( Read more... )

Spent 100 dollars on MDMA yesterday. Then spent another 70 on booze.. Now I dont have the money that i owe for shoplifting. This is my life.


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Told me you love me, that I'd never die alone
Hand over your heart, let's go home
Everyone noticed, everyone has seen the signs
I've always been known to cross lines


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I love:

Summer

Monica

Friends that i feel like hugging every time i see them

New friends that i really want to hug but its not cool yet

BBQs

Camping

Rafting

Kitty snuggles

Kittys that are being snobby

Oregon Coast

Vacations

Live music

Day drinking at my apartment in the summer

Picniking

Kickball

Not throwing up

OMFG!!!! im sooo essited for this summer! its gonna be ( Read more... )

Man i really love when people notice that I've lost weight. RAWR! Its fukin encouraging man. Cause I dont notice that ive lost weight. Like i just dont see it. But sometimes i FEEL smaller. I have 30 more days untill i leave for vegas and im pretty fuckin determined to feel at least okay about myself in swim gear. I need to up the amount if crunhes ( Read more... )

Sinking into my awareness,
Realizing what’s been done
Riddled with guilt and crazy panic
My body tells my mind to run

I WAS AWAKE
I WAS AWAKE
I WAS AWAKE


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Would have liked to have been invited to sauvies yesterday.

Considering i invite you guys EVERY time.

My ears are expected to arive tomorrow. YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YAEH ( Read more... )

rrrrrroooooooaaaaaaAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

im a monster

and i refuse to leave my dwelling


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